Wednesday 30 October 2019

on Beauty



on Beauty:

Meeting nature on its own terms and timescales broadens our perspective by effecting a detachment from the urgencies of daily life. It helps us to step outside ourselves for a time, helps us to detach from ourselves and forget for a moment our dire needs and petty wishes and thus opens a window to let in beauty.

This state of mind is hardly achieved by sheer willpower. It is induced, though, by immersing ourselves, giving ourselves over, for a little while, to the soothing balm of nature’s very own timescale, it’s very own pacing.

And then what happens is, that we re-find, again, this overwhelming sense of beauty, which nature around us abounds in. And this beauty makes our mind not only rest in contemplation of beautifully intricate surfaces of, say, the wing of a butterfly, the fragility of a spider’s web or the wondrously manifolded warping cracks of a tree’s bark, the perfect symmetry of the rosy-soft lamellate underside of a mushroom. No, our mind wanders of off this surfaces, towards musing about the foundation of things, the basic ordering principles that guide and let evolve this beauty.

We take pleasure in the simple fact that all these things around us, the trees, the animals, the birds, the clouds, seem not to need us, seem to lead a pointless, independent existence with no regards, attachments and needs to our own.

A similar experience of this sense of beauty is found in contemplating art, so not nature nor art but beauty must be the guiding transformative principle.

In giving ourselves over, momentarily, into the embrace of nature or art we are able to feel the power that comes hereof. Ben Lerner, American poet has put that so precisely when in his first novel he describes a person weeping in a museum having a „profound experience of art“. 
It is precisely this capacity of stepping down and away from ourselves, our inflated egos, that culminates in revelation and transcendence and it is beauty which reminds us of our imperfection and fills us with hope for better.


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Monday 28 October 2019

‘Herbsttag’ - poem




Herbsttag

 Herr: es ist Zeit. Der Sommer war sehr groß. 
 Leg deinen Schatten auf die Sonnenuhren, 
 und auf den Fluren laß die Winde los. 
   
 Befiehl den letzten
 Früchten voll zu sein; 
 gieb ihnen noch zwei südlichere Tage, 
 dränge sie zur Vollendung hin und jage 
 die letzte Süße in den schweren Wein. 
   
 Wer jetzt kein Haus hat, baut sich keines mehr. 
 Wer jetzt allein ist, wird es lange bleiben, 
 wird wachen, lesen, lange Briefe schreiben 
 und wird in den Alleen hin und her 
 unruhig wandern, wenn die Blätter treiben. 

                                         Rainer Maria Rilke (1875 - 1926)*


Autumn Day

Lord: it is time. The summer was very grand.
Lay your shadows over the sundials,
And on the meadows unleash the winds.

Command the final fruits to swell to full,
Grant them yet two more southerly days,
Urge them on to fulfilment and press
The final sweetness into heavy wine.

He who has no home now, will build one no more.
He who is alone now will remain so for very long.
Will stay awake, read, write long letters
And will wander restlessly to and fro
In the avenues while the leaves drift.



*René Karl Wilhelm Johann Josef Maria Rilke (4 December 1875 – 29 December 1926), better known as Rainer Maria Rilke was a Bohemian-Austrian poet and novelist. He is "widely recognized as one of the most lyrically intense German-language poets". He wrote both verse and highly lyrical prose. Several critics have described Rilke's work as "mystical".

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Melancholy



Melancholy:

The Blues has got me. There’s no sun up in the sky, stormy weather...

I stand by my window, look out at October-tinted gardens, winds sweep around corners, color-drained leaves are tumbling to the sodden ground or are blown about by autumnal maelstroms in whirling, whirring cascades across the lawn, trees point with skeletal branches in desperation to dark brooding skies. 
Melancholy. This bittersweet, gentle pensiveness, this feeling somewhere between sadness and reverie, a bit wistful maybe, a bit mournful, but not miserable, no, not miserable: that is melancholy. A huge space for silence, a calm refuge, a soft warm cloak, a great potential for creativity. Not bad at all. 

As the romantics knew, in Melancolia, this dark temperament, this tranquil, accepting awareness, despair and ingeniousness lie close by. Those typically circular musings of the melancholy mind often lead to unknown, clairvoyant spaces of thought.
Through the filters of melancholy we often get a glimpse of solace, a feeling that yes, life, the world, everything, might appear just now not so ultimately good and promising, but that is really just a passing state: there is hope, there is pleasant anticipation, there is the promise of a joyous future. Because the melancholy mind knows of the suffering of the world, suffers together with it empathetically, it also knows of an alternative world which it then creates and derives hope thereof, leaving despair behind. There is a deep unquestioning Ur-trust, in melancholy. This makes it one of the more pleasant things in life. 
Some of our best artworks have been born out of melancholy. Poets like Byron, Shelley, Keats, Novalis, excelled in it. A good deal of classical music, opera, Jazz, Pop, the Blues, the Fado, the Chanson, they all are born from this bittersweet longing, this mournfully sad, yet hopefully trusting sentiment.

Melancholy lies down gently on space and time, calming all. 




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Sunday 27 October 2019

Loneliness and Creativity



Loneliness and Creativity:

A most unpleasant feeling. Since we are, biologically, evolutionary descendants of social animals, animals with a broad spectrum of social interaction who gain a better survival chance by acting together as a group, we tend to feel uncomfortable when we are alone, when we are not in the assumed save proximity of our fellow humans.

Nevertheless there is a loneliness which occurs even when we are within a group of people. This loneliness stems from a feeling of being not understood, not accepted, of not being able to communicate meaningfully. This kind of loneliness is found often in artistic people who endure their occasional bouts of loneliness and give expression to this feeling in their art, in painting, in music, in film, in literature. For regardless how and on what grounds this lonely feeling overcomes us, it almost always leads to a sort of restlessness which then culminates in artistic expression. By nature the artist is believed to possess a greater sensibility, a weaker shield against the imponderability and the tempests of life. And to this heightened sensibility we own some of the best artworks, it is precisely the transmutation of loneliness into connection with the universal human experience that makes great art, an art in which is still felt a connection with the innermost feeling of what is a human existence. 

This kind of art moves us far more, on an emotional level, than intellectualized, theoretical, conceptualized installations and social art projects. Mind you, those are absolutely necessary, too. We do need them to point out societal drawbacks or look afresh on long established, and therefore taken for granted, behavior patterns, social interactions or ideas of what is good and what is bad. But, perhaps from their very nature, they tend to be lacking in emotional transport. 
What most moves us comes from the inner core of feeling, our limbic system, not the intellect.


Loneliness, this lonely silence, this solitary state of mind, this separeteness from daily life, as hard it is to endure and as miserable it sometimes makes us, offers also a great chance for finding back to our innermost self. Loneliness is indispensable, inseparable from our creative impulse.


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Saturday 26 October 2019

‘Meditation on a Grapefruit’ - poem




Meditation on a Grapefruit

To wake when all is possible
before the agitations of the day
have gripped you
                    To come to the kitchen
and peel a little basketball
for breakfast
              To tear the husk
like cotton padding        a cloud of oil
misting out of its pinprick pores
clean and sharp as pepper
                             To ease
each pale pink section out of its case
so carefully       without breaking
a single pearly cell
                    To slide each piece
into a cold blue china bowl
the juice pooling       until the whole
fruit is divided from its skin
and only then to eat
                  so sweet
                            a discipline
precisely pointless       a devout
involvement of the hands and senses
a pause     a little emptiness

each year harder to live within
each year harder to live without 

                                    Craig Arnold (1967 - 2009)*

 



*Craig Arnold (November 16, 1967 – c. April 27, 2009) was an American poet and professor. His first book of poems, Shells (1999)was selected by W. S. Merwin for the Yale Series of Younger Poets. His many honors include the 2005 Joseph Brodsky Rome Prize Fellowship in literature, The Amy Lowell Poetry Traveling Fellowship, an Alfred Hodder Fellowship, a Fulbright Fellowship, an NEA fellowship, and a MacDowell Fellowship.

On April 27, 2009, Arnold went missing on the small volcanic island of Kuchinoerabujima, Japan. He went for a solo hike to explore an active volcano on the island and never returned to the inn where he was staying. 


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Multitudinous Seas Incarnadine...




Multitudinous Seas Incarnadine... 
Whence is that knocking?
How is't with me, when every noise appalls me?
What hands are here? Hah! They pluck out mine eyes.
Will all great Neptune's ocean wash this blood
Clean from my hand? No; this my hand will rather
The multitudinous seas incarnadine,
Making the green one red.
                                           William Shakespeare, Macbeth, Act 2, scene 2, 54-80

 


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Words, English Words - A Transcript of Virginia Woolf‘s BBC Broadcast


Words, English Words - A Transcript of Virginia Woolf‘s BBC Broadcast:

Sometimes the arts themselves interlink, music and painting, music and dance, music and literature. Thanks to Max Richter, famous British modern composer, who partly incorporated a speech of Virginia Woolf at the beginning of his “Three Worlds - Music from Woolf Works: Mrs. Dalloway", I became curious how the whole speech would go.

Here is what I found: a rare transcript of a 1937 BBC broadcast, as part of a series called “Words Fail Me". It is believed to be the only surviving recording of the British writer:


“Words, English words, are full of echoes, of memories, of associations – naturally. They have been out and about, on people’s lips, in their houses, in the streets, in the fields, for so many centuries. And that is one of the chief difficulties in writing them today – that they are so stored with meanings, with memories, that they have contracted so many famous marriages.
The splendid word “incarnadine,” for example  – who can use it without remembering also “multitudinous seas”? 

In the old days, of course, when English was a new language, writers could invent new words and use them. Nowadays it is easy enough to invent new words – they spring to the lips whenever we see a new sight or feel a new sensation – but we cannot use them because the language is old. You cannot use a brand new word in an old language because of the very obvious yet mysterious fact that a word is not a single and separate entity, but part of other words. It is not a word indeed until it is part of a sentence.

Words belong to each other, although, of course, only a great writer knows that the word “incarnadine” belongs to “multitudinous seas”. To combine new words with old words is fatal to the constitution of the sentence. In order to use new words properly you would have to invent a new language; and that, though no doubt we shall come to it, is not at the moment our business. Our business is to see what we can do with the English language as it is. How can we combine the old words in new orders so that they survive, so that they create beauty, so that they tell the truth? That is the question.

And the person who could answer that question would deserve whatever crown of glory the world has to offer. Think what it would mean if you could teach, if you could learn, the art of writing. Why, every book, every newspaper would tell the truth, would create beauty. But there is, it would appear, some obstacle in the way, some hindrance to the teaching of words. For though at this moment at least 100 professors are lecturing upon the literature of the past, at least a thousand critics are reviewing the literature of the present, and hundreds upon hundreds of young men and women are passing examinations in English literature with the utmost credit, still – do we write better, do we read better than we read and wrote 400 years ago when we were unlectured, uncriticised, untaught? Is our Georgian literature a patch on the Elizabethan?
Where then are we to lay the blame? Not on our professors; not on our reviewers; not on our writers; but on words. It is words that are to blame. They are the wildest, freest, most irresponsible, most unteachable of all things. Of course, you can catch them and sort them and place them in alphabetical order in dictionaries. But words do not live in dictionaries; they live in the mind. If you want proof of this, consider how often in moments of emotion when we most need words we find none. Yet there is the dictionary; there at our disposal are some half-a-million words all in alphabetical order.

But can we use them? No, because words do not live in dictionaries, they live in the mind. Look again at the dictionary. There beyond a doubt lie plays more splendid than Antony and Cleopatra; poems more lovely than the Ode to a Nightingale; novels beside which Pride and Prejudice or David Copperfield are the crude bunglings of amateurs. It is only a question of finding the right words and putting them in the right order. But we cannot do it because they do not live in dictionaries; they live in the mind.

And how do they live in the mind? Variously and strangely, much as human beings live, by ranging hither and thither, by falling in love, and mating together. It is true that they are much less bound by ceremony and convention than we are. Royal words mate with commoners. English words marry French words, German words, Indian words, Negro words, if they have a fancy. Indeed, the less we enquire into the past of our dear Mother English the better it will be for that lady’s reputation. For she has gone a-roving, a-roving fair maid.

Thus to lay down any laws for such irreclaimable vagabonds is worse than useless. A few trifling rules of grammar and spelling are all the constraint we can put on them. All we can say about them, as we peer at them over the edge of that deep, dark and only fitfully illuminated cavern in which they live – the mind – all we can say about them is that they seem to like people to think and to feel before they use them, but to think and to feel not about them, but about something different.

They are highly sensitive, easily made self-conscious. They do not like to have their purity or their impurity discussed. If you start a Society for Pure English, they will show their resentment by starting another for impure English – hence the unnatural violence of much modern speech; it is a protest against the puritans. They are highly democratic, too; they believe that one word is as good as another; uneducated words are as good as educated words, uncultivated words as cultivated words, there are no ranks or titles in their society.

Nor do they like being lifted out on the point of a pen and examined separately. They hang together, in sentences, in paragraphs, sometimes for whole pages at a time. They hate being useful; they hate making money; they hate being lectured about in public. In short, they hate anything that stamps them with one meaning or confines them to one attitude, for it is their nature to change.

Perhaps that is their most striking peculiarity – their need of change. It is because the truth they try to catch is many-sided, and they convey it by being themselves many-sided, flashing this way, then that. Thus they mean one thing to one person, another thing to another person; they are unintelligible to one generation, plain as a pikestaff to the next. And it is because of this complexity that they survive.

Perhaps then one reason why we have no great poet, novelist or critic writing today is that we refuse words their liberty. We pin them down to one meaning, their useful meaning, the meaning which makes us catch the train, the meaning which makes us pass the examination. And when words are pinned down they fold their wings and die.

Finally, and most emphatically, words, like ourselves, in order to live at their ease, need privacy. Undoubtedly they like us to think, and they like us to feel, before we use them; but they also like us to pause; to become unconscious. Our unconsciousness is their privacy; our darkness is their light… That pause was made, that veil of darkness was dropped, to tempt words to come together in one of those swift marriages which are perfect images and create everlasting beauty. But no – nothing of that sort is going to happen tonight. The little wretches are out of temper; disobliging; disobedient; dumb. What is it that they are muttering? “Time’s up! Silence!“

Virginia Woolf (1982 -1941)*


*Adeline Virginia Woolf neé Stephen; 25 January 1882 – 28 March 1941) was an English writer, considered one of the most important modernist 20th-century authors and also a pioneer in the use of stream of consciousness as a narrative device. 

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Friday 25 October 2019

‘Funeral Blues’ - poem


Funeral Blues 

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone.
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling in the sky the message He is Dead,
Put crêpe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever, I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun.
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.

                                W. H. Auden: (19ß7 - 1973)*



**Wystan Hugh Auden (21 February 1907 – 29 September 1973) was a British-American poet. Auden's poetry was noted for its stylistic and technical achievement, its engagement with politics, morals, love, anad religion, and its variety in tone, form and content. Some of his best known poems are about love.

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Thursday 24 October 2019

‘A Little Life’ by Hanya Yanagihara - review



“A Little Life” by Hanya Yanagihara*:

It may be dark and traumatic, and it was published in 2016, but it is one of the most moving books I’ve read in the last 2 years, it is heart-wrenching, gripping, at times unbearably sad and yet so full of love, beauty, compassion and friendship. Four young college friends move to New York to incredibly successful careers: as an artist, architect, actor, and Jude as a litigator. The story focuses on Jude: broken, full of secrets, his body a web of scar tissue.
Yanagihara shows how queerness can still be an act of extreme shame that suffers in silence and self-destruction. The soothing balm to all that suffering and anxiety is friendship.


*Hanya K Yanagihara (born September 20, 1974) is an American novelist, editor, and travel writer. She grew up in Hawaii.


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Why Fasting Makes Me Think Of Swiss Saxonia




Why Fasting Makes Me Think Of Swiss Saxonia:

Intermission fasting!

Which you might have heard of and I just recently, is a method to loose weight in an efficient, healthy and, this is most enticing, not so hard a way.
It basically follows two rules: Rule 1, eat what you want in a time window of 8 hours, Rule 2, don't eat anything in a time window of 16 hours.
I started intermission fasting 2 weeks ago and have already lost 3 kilos. True, every night I go to bed with this gnawing feeling in my insides and visions of deliciously laid out food in my mind, but these I learned to tolerate and ignore. The results are worth it.

One thing though which, as a side effect, keeps surprising me, is the clarity of mind, the lightness of soul and, that's why it reminds me of a day in the Swiss Saxonia this year (a rainy, misty day): the foggy, dreamlike yet lucid and benign quality of my mind drifting above earth.

Tuesday 22 October 2019

Old Fashioned Books Are Still Sexy




Old Fashioned Books Are Still Sexy:

for nearly 10 years now I do read books on an ebook reader and have always loved the easy, uncomplicated way to have all my books at hand and in such an easy to transport format. I never missed these things fans of old fashioned physical books seem to value so much. And then, today, I went into a second-hand bookstore, browsed the shelfs together with a friend, found a book I had on my list for a while, bought it, hard cover, top condition, for a ridiculously low price, 3 €.
I took it home, opened it, started to read and then it happened: My approach to the book changed, it differed from my usual approach when I open a book on my ebook reader and I realized that I had forgotten up to now how gravely the physical world’s interactions can enhance so simple an activity as reading a book. I, for some moments, rejoiced in this newfound physicalness, mainly the intensified intimateness, the sensual contact and friction of freshly cut and printed heavy paper on my fingertips, the smell, the touch, the feel, the heft the book gained just by it’s own gravitational force, the extra portion of profundity this weight in my hands lend to the book, imaginative or real.

Now don”t get me wrong: I will continue reading most of my books on an electronic device, it is easy, handy and not in the least lacking from the informative point of view. But what I rediscovered today was this: We do not read with our minds only, pure information is not everything and additional sensual input brings mind and body to work together pleasantly on this most enjoyable endeavor, the reading of a book.

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1st Blog



Hello
,

this is my first ever blog.
And I mean: ever.

So what made me want to start a blog?

For one, I recently updated my very, very outdated website ( https://robertfaeth.de ) from around the year 2000 and, as often is the case, the process in itself called for follow-up measures.

And second: I also have more time on my hand now than in recent decades.

What will this blog be about?

Honestly: I don't know yet. 
I thought to start it with a kind of diary mode, thoughts, tales, things that are happening to me at the moment. I will give it a try.

For now I simply wanted to get my first text across to see if it really works. It does, actually.

And the first image, too. 
It shows one out of my series 'fishbones' (https://robertfaeth.de/_Life-Is-A-Fishand shall stand here as a possible place holder for my inclination towards unfocused, unclear, multiply interpretational approach and view on this life.

Oh, I might mention, that I am a visual artist, meaning painting, meaning photography, meaning sometimes even video. All visual, nothing musical, nothing literate. 

And  suddenly it occurs to me: This may be one of the reasons why I created this blog. Becausse I am much interested in music, dance  and literature. I do love to read books, the more the better. And I like to give comments and recommendations on books from time to time. 

For now: Thank you for having the patience to follow me through my very first blog. Hopefully there will be more.



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“Old God's Time“ by Sebastian Barry - review

  “Old God's Time” by Sebastian Barry: It is somewhere in the middle of the 1990s in Dalkey at the Irish sea and widower Tom Kettle, f...